Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I AM SORRY

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.

I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don't want to break up and I wish we didn't have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.

Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

Shona, I am sorry
And I love you so much
Please forgive me...

WHY DID YOU HURT ME


how could you say

you love me

but you go and leave me


how could you say you care

if your not going to stay

I wish it always rain

so you could not seethe hurt, pain and tears

you gave to me


how could you say

you love me

when you love someone else


how could you say

I can find somebody else

when all I want is you

and all I need is you


how could you say

I will be fine

when you made me blue

I don’t wanna see your face

or anything reminds me of you

I don’t wanna be your friend

though that’s what Im to you


how could you hurt me

so bad when all I want is to love

and be loved by you

Saturday, January 23, 2010

WHEN I THINK OF YOU

My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.


I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.

I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.

My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.

Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends till the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,

Together YOU & ME

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

IT'S FOR YOU


This one's for you...
You've always been there for me
You knew when I was hurting
You helped me with my troubles and pain
Through thick and thin
You've helped me surpass sin
When I was wondering if I was anything
You helped show me that I'm not nothing
You cared about me
You worried about me
With problems I had, you gave me advice
You treated me with great care
Your trust you gave to me
And this I can see
I only hope I can do the same for you
The way you were for me
I want to be for you

I PROMISE YOU


I'll never forget,

The first that we met,

I remember it like it was yesterday,

It's stays deep in my heart,

The day you found me.


We have promised that we would give

To each other all there is to give

For as long as we both shall live.


I never want wealth or fame,

I only want to have your name,

I only want to wear

That tiny band of gold

And always have to you hold.


I will keep my promise to you,

I will never be untrue,

Even though sometimes I will be Away from you.


I will never break your heart,

I've always loved you from the start,

I must say to you this very special day,

I won't let it take my pride,

I want to be your bride.


I will never let you feel empty inside,

I will never break the ties that bind,

I will never leave you behind,

I will never let our love die.


So I make another promise to you,

my love,We will live and we will learn,

And where ever you may go,

My heart will always follow.


And now it's plain to see,

The the promise's that I have made to thee,

Will show in time, you see,

That you and I will never be lonely,

I love this you and me.

Friday, January 15, 2010

U ARE MY BEST FRIEND


When I need to talk..
Or get in a state
You are always there
Because you’re my mate

Or when I,m having problems
And in need of sound advice
After talking things over with you
I end up feeling nice

I love the time that we share
Our nights out on the town
And with you around to make me laugh
I will never have to frown

So whatever the choices
That we make
Or the paths in life
That we take

The bond we share
Will never bend
Because you truly are
My best friend

ALWAYS TOGETHER U & ME



My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right


I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.

I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.

My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.

Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends till the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,

Together YOU & ME

HAVE A GOOD LIFE

Saturday, January 09, 2010

The Wait.

How long do I wait,
Before our dreams come true,

How long do I wait,
Before these eyes can see you,

How long do I wait,
Before I can live my life,

How long do I wait,
Before the next life,

How long do I wait,
Before this night is gone,

How long do I wait,
Before our souls are one,

How long do I wait,
Before I can get over the lies,

How long do I wait,
Before I can close my eyes,

And what about the promise
You made to me in the previous life
You were late in this one,
What if this happens in the next life too....?
I can’t wait any more!!

MY TRUE FRIEND


You're a true friend,

that I want you to know,

Our love for each other has helped us to grow.

We've been through some tough times,

but we've made it through,

The only one I ever trusted was you.

IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.
I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.
When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner."
There would have been more "I love you's." More "I'm sorry's."
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute, look at it and really see it , live it and never give it back.

I LEARN'T SOMTHING MORE....

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

Monday, January 04, 2010

LOVE=PAIN


There's pain in my heart that won’t let me live.
There's pain in my life only you can relief.
I'm so glad it was you that stayed by my side.
You know and I know that our love will never die.
Our love will always come through.
It's like a dream come true....